I swear that every minute, i am almost close to tears. This blogshop is killing me bit by bit. I am sorry for such a negative post, but I really can’t help it. One supplier of ours promised us the moon and the stars but it’s all BULLSHIT!!! She gave us samples that are god damn motherfucking lousy quality that nobody would want them even if they were free. DAMN DAMN DAMN! I feel so much like snapping off her neck!

For the past couple of days, we were distributing flyers at Expo & Orchard and it’s really not easy. One girl in particular shrieked at the sight of our flyer, as though the flyer had some deadly virus or is a hideous looking monster waiting to pounce on her. *angry*

I am really tired. It’s like why the hell are we subjecting ourselves to all these worries and unhappiness by starting up the blogshop. Even when we manufacture our own designs, we are always worried that someone else might be manufacturing the same designs. It did crossed our minds to wind down the blogshop, several times in fact. But it’s just a thought, and I guess we would never ever have the heart to do it.

Is there really a God up there? Is there really a God up there who can help us? I know I sound silly but I am really desperate. Don’t think anyone would really understand, but oh well.